you want to feel shallow love.

you made her permanent in your life.
there is no escape now.
all my perceptions on how we're supposed to end up together,
all the plans that i have to reach you,
they all shattered into a million pieces.
it's crazy, i know.
how i could feel this passionately about you
and get absolutely nothing in return.
except, maybe, for the hope of you feeling the same way towards me.

one day.
someday.