i don't blame you for being you.

but you can't blame me for hating it.

i love the fact that you understood me in a way no one ever would.
i love the fact that you loved me like no one else could.
i love the fact that you accepted the real me when no one would.
i love the fact that you were always there whenever i needed you.

you were the only person i had for four years.
when everyone left me,
when everyone found someone new,
when everyone failed to understand me,
you were there.

and now that you're gone,
i have no one.

i hate the fact that you understood me in a way no one ever would.
i hate the fact that you loved me like no one else could.
i hate the fact that you accepted the real me when no one would.
i hate the fact that you were always there whenever i needed you.