snap back to reality.

for the first time in two weeks,
i had the chance to touch you.
to talk to you.
to kiss you.
you told me that everything was okay.
that we were okay.
we spent the whole day together.
you smiled at me
like you never have in a long time.
like you did four years ago.
you were happy.
i was happy.
we were happy.


and then in one instant,
everything was gone.
i was back to being ignored by you.
being avoided by you.
i was back to being kept away from you.


i was pretty sure i've moved on.
i guess my heart just wasn't ready yet.