love will tear us apart.

with what you said the other day,
i am convinced that you want to spend the rest of your life with her.
it hurt like hell to read that.
but if you really love her, what can i do?

it's crazy how this works.
we are miles, even worlds, apart.
we live in different times.
you don't even know of my existence.
and you love someone else.
yet here i am, longing to be the one you love.
wanting to make you happy.
craving for your presence.
but all you see is her.
trade baby blues for wide-eyed browns.
and i'll make sure you won't regret it.

it's far from likely that you would be able to read this.
but if by some strange reason, you do,
you wouldn't even know how to find me.
i would have crawled under a rock and died by that time.
you see how twisted this is?

my love for you is undeniable.
your love for her is, too.