where can i go when i want you around

but i can't stand to be around you?

take me to that place.
i want to be away from here,
from everything that this life brings.
i want to forget about you
and find myself.

i am lost.
i never was,
but then you came along
and i let go of everything,
i gave in to everything.
and that's where i lost myself.

i trusted you.
i trusted you too much, i guess.
i believed in every word you said,
in all your promises.
the best part of believe is the lie.
i forgot about that.

maybe next time,
you'll remember not to tell me something stupid like
you'll never leave my side.

if you really will.
like you already have.