All the emotions I tried to keep to myself were exposed to the public last night. It was really unexpected. It's just one of those things wherein I couldn't control what I felt anymore. I seriously didn't want that to happen, it just did. The song played, and for the first time in a long time I felt every single emotion I had in me all at the same time. I've never reacted like that to that song. I never felt the pain that intensely. I mean, sure, it would hurt before, but never like last night.
I couldn't stop crying and I didn't know why.
Everything I kept to myself was out in the open.
I never wanted that.
I never wanted people to see me at my weakest.
I never wanted people to know that it still hurts.
Because most of the time, it doesn't.
But on moments that it does, the pain is unbearable.
I guess it was too much to handle.
My guts were spewed all over the fuckin floor.
It was a painful thing to watch.
My eyes are still swollen from all the drama.
It feels good though.
It feels good to put it all out there.
Did it feel good to watch me break down?
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