i wanna go where everyone feels the same.

i've been feeling left out lately
like i'm in the wrong community
can't the world be just one big happy family?
of course not.
when did life ever be fair?

the only rose among the thorns.
inferior to them all.
a threat, maybe.
someone to watch out for.
is there something on my face that keeps you away from me?
or is it the other way around?
i prefer the latter.

i miss me a year ago.
lonely, pathetic, and miserable
just like everybody else.
nowadays, being happy is wrong.
taboo.
is it my fault life works out for me?
at least for now.

everybody gets their way.
when will i ever get mine?

waiting on the world to change
into a place where you finally see me
like i see you.