you get my teen heart beating faster.

he used to make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.

at the moment, 2 men make my heart race.
one of them, unreachable. the other will never take me seriously.

"you will never cross paths with me."
and then you did.
and from then on, everything felt possible.
i felt like anything can happen.
i think you dreamt me alive.
and now, i feel invincible.
i think i might love you.

i never even noticed you.
until you noticed me, that is.
after so long, someone paid attention to me.
i was no longer invisible.
but it's all just a show. it can never be real.
i don't love you, though.
you just make my heart race so fast.
so fast that sometimes i think it's on the verge of exploding.
i want to fall in love with you. but i don't think i can.
i don't think you can, either.

sometimes i wish for you (to wish for me too).